The One Who Was A Bitch

Don't worry, I'm not talking about you...

I'm talking about me!

I'll admit it. 

I can be a bitch sometimes. 

I think everyone has their moments and their breaking points, 
but not everyone is willing to accept it and say 
"Hey, I'm being a bitch."

So here I am, 
letting you all know- 
I'm a bitch.

But I am so much more than that...
and I think Meredith Brooks said it best-

I'm a Bitch:

Yup, that's right. 

I'm a bitch.

I know a few individuals who would agree with me and 

some of them may have been a topic in my blog... 
(sorry bout it).

I use sarcasm WAY too much.

I can hold a grudge like my life depends on it.

And I get a little too passionate during arguments.

I'm a lover:

When I love, I love with everything I have.

My friends mean more to me then I'm sure they even know.

I would do anything for them, 

like drive them to Arkansas or stay up all night with them. 

I want to put friends and family above everything else
and the only thing I want out of it is a genuine relationship with them.

I'm a child:

Everyone has a child-like Peter Pan side to them,
especially my generation who "grew up" with him.

And while I promised myself that I wouldn't grow up,
I also promised my mother that I would...
What was I thinking?!

I'm a mother:

For the lack of relationships I have been able to keep a hold of, 

I do succeed in keeping a group of guy friends close to me. 

Being one of the only females, someone has to take care of them all!

Thus, I am the mother.

"Wear sunscreen! Drink water! Don't do that! Be careful! Don't sleep with her!"

Yup, I'm that annoying mother of a friend.
Sorry guys...

I'm a sinner:

I've committed a few sins in my life...

I've lied to my mother about being out past curfew.

I had a taste of alcohol before I was of age 

and I cheated on a math test in 3rd grade...

but got caught.

I also have tattoos, piercings, and curse.
I know, could I be any more of a sinner?!

I'm a saint:

For every sin I have committed there has been a feeling of guilt, 
which I blame my saint side on.

Surprisingly, coming from the girl who writes about relation-shits all the time,
I have a large conscience.

But I use Relation-Shits as an outlet to learn from my mistakes 
and experiences I have been through with others.

I also use it to help me realize that yes, 
I can be a bitch sometimes.

So take me as I am because I do not feel ashamed of my flaws.
I'm just trying to figure out how to become a better person and writer each day! 

"Your flaws are perfect for the heart that's meant to love you"

Thank you Trent Sheldon

Cheers,